I've spend the last hour or so, watching transgender videos on youtube.

Ever since I found out such a thing exsisted, I've been fascinated by it.
In the beginning I didn't quite understand it, but I definantly do now. Back when I first heard about it, I was scared that I was transgender too. I was really young and I had a very active imagination (I still do).

But I realized that what I was scared of was growing breasts. I was about 8 and I ran my hands up and down my ribcage, because I wanted to make sure that I could remember what it felt like not having breasts.
I was quite sad when I started developing. It's not that I didn't want to be a girl, I just didn't want breasts.

I'm 18, almost 19 now, and I still don't feel comfortable with my chest.
I'm a C-cup know and I would love to be a B-cup. I wouldn't mind being an A-cup either. I used to be smaller, but then I started taking birthcontrol and I gained some weight, which made me go up a cup size or so.

I'm planing on losing some weight and hopefully I'll go down a size.

I'm bisexual, so I look at girls all of the time. I love small breats. There's just something about them that I love. And I would love to look that way myself.



I just felt like rambling a bit.


Love always, me <3